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The Straw that broke the Camels Spine [23 Jul 2009|04:54pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I am so burnt out on this job. Ever since I changed job functions, I have hated coming into work.

I don't want to say anything officially, but I think I am going to start looking for another job soon.

They keep changing everything, policies, pays, etc. Even the incentive, I thought it was unobtainable before, but now it's ridiculous.

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Work... [28 May 2009|05:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Still is headed for the wrong end of town.

They have now blocked access to Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, and any other website of the like. Thank GOD LiveJournal still exists here!!!

I have been frustrated and stressed out every gorram day, and it just seems to be getting worse and worse.

I need a way to vent, and I'm sorry that it's being unloaded on you all. (I don't even know how many of you still check liverjournal. It's ten times better than myspace and facebook.)

Well chillens, have a wonderful day and think of me.

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Writer's Block: Robotic [03 Feb 2009|03:23pm]
Who (or what) is your favorite fictional robot?

Marvin from Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
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updating from work [03 Feb 2009|03:20pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I don't feel like eating today, and since myspace is blocked here, I figured I would update this.

It's surprising how long I have had this livejournal. I used to EAT, SLEEP, and BREATHE this thing! lol It's really funny. I don't even remember how old I was when I got it.

I've got ten minutes left for my lunch. Bugger. I hate 30 minute lunches.

Cheers everyone

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;alksjdopiajaiopnveoiarlekja [23 Dec 2008|04:00pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I cannot WAIT for all this bull shit to end!

Most of it is stress from the holidays, but some of it is people just being plain stupid and acting without common sense.

And I'm sorry if you don't know who you are. You're just stupid.

Signing off until the new year...

"What are you going to do when the lighning strikes you...?"

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Worry [12 Dec 2008|03:47pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So, I'm really worried right now. Things are changing, and I'm terrified.

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I never use this anymore... [29 Nov 2008|11:26am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I should though, because I like it better than myspace. Plus facebook sucks now and won't listen to the general populace.

So I'm going to vent now about what's been going on in my life.

Mamaw Brown went in for surgery yesterday to remove her spleen and when the surgeon prepped her they decided not to operate. They made two incisions and went in with a camera and found more cancer on her spleen and pelvic tissue. She's going to talk to her specialist next week to see what they might be able to do.

This just sucks.

Happy Thanksgiving. I guess I'm just thankful she's been around this long, but it would be nice to be able to have children and have her be able to hold them. She's already got two great grandchildren; one from Jeremy and one from Joshua. I'm the next on that's married, and I'm the only granddaughter.

I don't know what to think anymore...

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SICK OF MYSPACE [28 Apr 2008|12:18am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I am starting to get SO sick of myspace.
For one thing, I am SICK of people abusing the bulletins part. A few of my "friends" will post upwards of 30 bulletins a day, and most of them are 1 sentence, or are stupid little comments.
It's almost made me aggravated to the point of taking them OFF of my friends list.

I remember in the good old days, I used to update this journal EVERY dang day, and keep track of every one on my friends page.
I kind of miss the uncomplicated-ness of livejournal.

Maybe I'll just start using it again.

It's been over a year since I updated anything, so I might as well let you all in on whats been happing with the Hollands!

I was working at HMA up until they laid off pretty much the entire company this past March. It really upset me, and I lost 24lbs from stress.
I'm still looking for a job constantly, and it's kind of upsetting that I haven't had a call back at all since I was laid off.

Jake and I are still here in KY, and yes we're still together! lol How could we not be? We were made for each other.

I go up to Ohio to see my family at least once a month or more. They never come down here for some reason. I guess I'm an inconvenient part of their lives now.

I've been depressed and acting like a crazy cat lady for over a month now, but things are going to get better because Jake is going to 1st shift in a couple of weeks. ((and THANK GOD FOR THAT!!!))

Well, that's pretty much the only stuff that has happened that's worth saying something about.

but..... HI!

And..... well, Goodbye! (for now!)

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[20 Jun 2007|11:41pm]

So I finally broke down and got one because my little brother asked me to.
I'm going to bed now!
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[01 May 2007|11:41am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Hello! So Jacob and I are finally moving!
We signed the lease on a 2 bed room, 1.5 bathroom townhouse, and we've been moving small things there since last night.
We're moving in officially this Saturday!
We've got a 2 car garage now and TONS of room now if someone wants to come down and spend the night!
Just let me know! :)
I am SO excited to be getting out of Lexington too. It's too congested where we live, and we live in a dangerous neighborhood now.
Versailles, where we're moving to, has an extremely good reputation. There are more police officers to people there so there is a very low crime rate. We're moving to a very good neighborhood. There's an elementary school right across the street and a barbershop and it's just gorgeous there! The electric is in our name now, and I'm calling the water company today to get the water transferred to our name.
I am SO excited!
Well, I've got a lot more work to do today! I'm off today and I've been moving back and forth. :)

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HELP ME, PLEASE! [22 Apr 2007|08:02pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i'm looking for a vincent price film where he murders a woman under the polices' very noses.
the woman goes to sleep with police out side her bedroom door and all over her building/house.
Price drills a hole just above where her head is on the pillow and pours a green gel onto her pillow/head.  Then he dumps a crap load of crickets into the room and the crickets eat her flesh.
Please help me find this classic "horror" film.

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[08 Mar 2007|12:07am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away...
Fly, fly away.

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this is for matt in hawaii [09 Jan 2007|04:03am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I'm updating from my sidekick mang!

Jake and I are doing great. We are actually thinking about moving into a bigger apartment or a small house.

I finally got a job with a medical insurance company. Its nice, I get to wear jeans to work and listen to my headphones.

Anyways, just wanted to say hey, and that I miss every one!

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[05 Dec 2006|01:55pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Do you know what sucks? Not having internet access at home.
I'm at the library, and they only give you 2 intervals of 60 minutes.
I'm coming Ohio this weekend for those of you who care.
The wedding photos came in, and I'm picking them up from moms house at 2 o'clock on Saturday.
I'm also singing with the choir on Sunday morning.
This week could NOT go any slower.

I've been offered a job, and I'm just waiting for them to call me for an interview.
I hope I get it, because I'm on pins and needles all day worrying about finding a job.
I've never NOT had a job for so long.

There are 32 minutes left on this computer terminal.
I guess I'm just going to goof off and then go home to finish some laundry.

Jake and I have decided that I need to shut off the Sidekick option of my phone for a couple of months. We need to save the money, so that means I won't be able to get online as much as I used to. I also won't be able to check my email as often.
I'll try and figure something out as to how much I'll be able to send/receive text messages, but I can't garuntee anything at the moment.

My cell phone is still 513-375-2295 for now, but I'm guessing Jacob and I will have to switch them to the local area code (859) pretty soon.

Anyways, Please comment and tell me what's been happening in your lives! I can't see past a few days for some reason with my livejournal and I haven't been on here in about a month.

I love you guys, and I'll try and check as much as I can, but I'm not sure how often.
I'll talk to ya'll later, and I miss you!!!

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[23 Nov 2006|08:40pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Hi ya'll! I've been married for a week and a half now!
Gatlinburg was amazing for the honeymoon.
The apartment looks nice, I'll have to post pictures from the wedding soon.
Just wanted to say hi! :)
p.s. I Miss OHIO!!!!

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the wedding is in 6 days! [05 Nov 2006|02:43pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Holy frackin hell!
I still have to sort through the music, mix it up, play thing I want, etc.
I mean fast...

I'm screwed!
I am in TOTAL panic mode!

I mean things will be all right. But I'm just freaking out.

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[25 Oct 2006|08:59am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So there are only 17 days til the wedding.
I am in PANIC mode! I have to get the music finished for the reception, and I still have to practice walking in those shoes!
I'll be glad when all of this is over, but it's SO exciting!

Friday is my last day at the bank; I'm sad, but I'll really get over it. :) I'll miss a lot of the people I work with, but not all of them.

There are a few last minute things that I still have to do, but they're minor details for the wedding.
We got moved into the apartment and it looks so nice now. I was freaking out because it was empty and some things needed fixed, but it's all good now!
I'm going to stay down there for a few days next week to try and find a job. Jake's going to stay at his moms house.
Well, I'd better get back to work. Got lots of stuff to do. HAH! Whatever...

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[07 Oct 2006|10:54pm]

I can learn to resist
Anything but temptation
I can learn to coexist
With anything but pain

I can learn to compromise
Anything but my desires
I can learn to get along
With all the things I can't explain

I can learn to resist
Anything but frustration
I can learn to persist
With anything but aiming low

I can learn to close my eyes
To anything but injustice
I can learn to get along
With all the things I don't know

You can surrender
Without a prayer
But never really pray
Pray without surrender

You can fight
Without ever winning
But never ever win
Without a fight

I can learn to resist
Anything but temptation
I can learn to coexist
With anything but pain

I can learn to compromise
Anything but my desires
I can learn to get along
With all the things I can't explain
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[25 Sep 2006|03:13pm]
[ mood | happy ]

During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to
teach good manners, asked her students the following
"Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a
nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have
to go to the bathroom?"
Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee."
The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude
and impolite.
What about you Peter, how would you say it?"
Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to
the bathroom. I'll be right back."
"That's better, but it's still not very nice to say
the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little
Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us
your good manners?"
"I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a
moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend
of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner."
The teacher fainted......

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[18 Sep 2006|07:57pm]
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